camp hot springs

I�woke up this morning and I�couldnapos;t stop looking at myself in horror.

Warning:�Potential trigger up ahead.

My stomach got HUGE�all of a sudden, thereapos;s a soft deep layer of white flesh across it. Like I�just stuffed fat beneath my skin or something. It DOES�NOT�look like something that should have gotten there overnight�WHAT�THE�FUCK, I�have NOT�been eating anything BAD, I�have not binging, so WHERE�the hell did it come from??

I was walking around school, breathlessly sucking my stomach in :[ So I�would look like I�did before.


camp hot springs, camp hot springs village, camp hot summer, camp hotel lejeune nc.

brookedale college

finally, the last of the f1 updates im getting quite tired of updating this f1 thing but at least i fufilled my promises to post pictures for this event up. Heh. The race day was the most exciting of all the three days which also translates to it being the most freakinapos; crowded. Remind me again how much i hate crowds. I didnt know how i survived those packed nights at�phuture of yesteryears.



the ferrari supporters in ferrari colours. Although im a fake supporter�in fake ferrari colour.



packing the tickets and off we go.





caught the porsche carrera cup race, which took place just before the main event.



remember i mentioned that a cup of coke cost like 8 bucks over at the pit grandstands? the beer is just 2 bucks more. Makes more sense to sip beer. RIGHT?



it was rather overcast that evening. Luckily we bought ponchos, even though we didnt get to use them in the end.



the driversapos; parade. All of them sat in these vintage cars and worked the crowd. Lewis hamilton definitely worked it like a pro.



race queens graced the roads holding flags of the different countries of the f1 drivers.



media and crew flooded to the starting area, waiting for it all to start. Excitement level increased by like 200 percent.



massa for ferrari at pole position. Yep, thats him in the green helmet.



lewis hamilton, just behind massa. Awesome colour combination of his mclaren car love the chrome colour.





raikkonenapos;s ferrari at 3rd place. I know i have such great view of the starting lineup, aint it heh. It all happened by a stroke of luck. Its right in front of the starting/finish line.



the cars zoomed off for one last warm-up round and the crew cleared the roads for the race to start.









off they went. For real this time. The sound was deafening to the max. Just when i thought the qualifiers was bad enough. But to hear all the cars going off at the same time, WOAH.


---> insert all the 100000 videos i took here <---
(just pretend i did, or i will do so when i am less lazy to figure out how)








oh oh oh, the drama that involved massa. Fuel line got stuck and he had to stop and wait for slowpoke ferrari crew (im sure they were running as if their life depended on it but it seemed like eternity). I seriously gasped and grabbed dearapos;s arms. Talk about being so into the race. The last picture of the crew CARRYING the fuel line back, priceless



alonso from renault won (good for him), prize presentation ceremony followed with an obscene watse of champagne, phototaking, interview, yadayada. We left.



gary and dear in their garishly red outfits.



thats all folks. =)



brookedale college, brookedale community college, brookedale community college nj, brookedale elementary school.

free game design software

Today was my first day of work. I didnapos;t expect anything out of this except just a normal job. Gooooosh it was boring as hell. All i did was walk around a gymnasium for 2 hours although i did find an arrow, from a bow and arrow, and kept it. Itapos;s my prize for today. I walked inside the actual basketball courts and the womenapos;s basketball team didnapos;t like it. They didnapos;t express it but i felt it. So i didnapos;t go in there again. I must have walked around that gym 30 times. I caught some guy changing, it was really weird, so i turned around and left. I got very bored, so i kept going back to the locker storage place where some staff people hang out as their job. I made friends with one guy, named travis, heapos;s nice and easily belittled. Also i got a free staff shirt, i felt cool and important, even though i was just wandering aimlessly around the gym.

it wasnapos;t a bad job, i just need to bring a book with me next time. I guess i got some work done, so watever.

p.s. Over the last three days iapos;ve eaten literally 10 plates/bowls of spaghetti. Iapos;m so addicted, but the carbs
free game design software, free game design programs, free game design program, free game demos to download.

free video zippy

Diana Ross

do You Know Where Youapos;re Going To

Do you know where youapos;re going to?
Do you like the things that life is showing you
Where are you going to?
Do you know...?

Do you get
What youapos;re hoping for
When you look behind you
Thereapos;s no open door
What are you hoping for?
Do you know...?

Once we were standing still in time
Chasing the fantasies
That filled our minds
You knew how i loved you
But my spirit was free
Laughinapos; at the questions
That you once asked of me

Do you know where youapos;re going to?
Do you like the things that life is showing you
Where are you going to?
Do you know...?

Now looking back at all weapos;ve planned
We let so many dreams
Just slip through our hands
Why must we wait so long
Before weapos;ll see
How sad the answers
To those questions can be

Do you know where youapos;re going to?
Do you like the things that life is showing you
Where are you going to?
Do you know...?

Do you get
What youapos;re hoping for
When you look behind you
Thereapos;s no open door
What are you hoping for?
Do you know...?




free video zippy.

explained orbits

Well, the house is nearly put back together...but i got another great surprise today. I had asked my roommate to please send me my mail every couple of weeks while i was gone, so i could stay on top of my bills. She sent me one set...and that was nice, but then she called me to let me know that there was no mail except for junk mail. I went through my mail today to find that there were no less than three bills that are now all past due. Thatapos;s always fun. I will begin making phone calls tomorrow. Guess buying a t.v. Is out until next month sometime.

letapos;s see, what else?

oh yeah, iapos;m trying to decide right now between taking pole dancing lessons or ballroom dance lessons. With pole dancing i donapos;t need a partner and itapos;s a great way to stay in shape...plus, itapos;s totally going to benefit my someday husband. Ballroom dance is a lot of fun, and also a great way to stay in shape (although itapos;s not so much on the upper body strength). It is better with a partner. Ballroom is a little less expensive. Pole dancing is a little more taboo.

i need a hobby.
explained orbits, explained orbits priori, explained order restraining, explained organon.